Emotion !! This little thing had been messing with me all my life. Sometimes i feel like i got 2 personality. How can i control this emotion?? I tried and tried but i could not. Anger is always shooting out whenever i see or hear something not nice!! Emo whenever i think of something sad. The oni thing which i could control is my happyness. I always tried to make jokes with my frenz just to make them laugh and that make me happy. Like i always say "Laughter is the best medicine".
I always did not think of other people when i am emo but today i realize how bad it is. It can definitely affect the people around you too. Today went out with some frenz and one of them was in an emo mood. It makes me think "why are u so emo?". Because of that it makes me emo and also feel totally not fun at the same time. Then suddenly a thought came through my mind. What other people around me felt when i was so emo?? Last sem i guess was the semester where i am always in an emo state. How did my frenz feel about it?? Wat do they think about me that time?? Did i always bring down the mood around my frenz?? Oh my god, what have i done....
After thinking all that, i have decided to try to control all my emotion. Try not to be emotional in front of my fren as i wan them all to be happy around me. I hope i can do it. No more emo Mitchy. Oni left HAPPY GO LUCKY Mitchy^^ Gambateh.....
I always did not think of other people when i am emo but today i realize how bad it is. It can definitely affect the people around you too. Today went out with some frenz and one of them was in an emo mood. It makes me think "why are u so emo?". Because of that it makes me emo and also feel totally not fun at the same time. Then suddenly a thought came through my mind. What other people around me felt when i was so emo?? Last sem i guess was the semester where i am always in an emo state. How did my frenz feel about it?? Wat do they think about me that time?? Did i always bring down the mood around my frenz?? Oh my god, what have i done....
After thinking all that, i have decided to try to control all my emotion. Try not to be emotional in front of my fren as i wan them all to be happy around me. I hope i can do it. No more emo Mitchy. Oni left HAPPY GO LUCKY Mitchy^^ Gambateh.....
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