Meaningless Hope

Have you ever heard about the phrase "People always want the things that they cant't get". Well, this is quite true as recently i witness it myself. Last week when she decided that everything was over, i was quite depressed and upset. I did not have much appetite to even eat. Everything was down. I look stupid !! But she on the other hand looks normal. That's what make me pis off. But now, when i finally go out of the depressed stage and start having fun. I started saying will let go and forget everything. Its her turn to be crazy. So what does this mean?? She still wants me?? But anyhow, i wont turn back just because of some post on facebook. All that just give me meaningless hope. If i turn back due to just a few words posted on facebook, then i am a damn big idiot with a pig brains. It will have to be more than that to win me over. For now, i will continue with my healing process without caring for anything. Gambateh Mitchy. Enjoy & have fun with your life XD