ARrrrrggg, i am GOING CRAZEEE!!! My mind is full of things and i cannot study at all. Started my plan to study at 9pm but when reach 11.30 which is the my yam cha time, i oni read 6 slides. What is goin on with me??? 2 and a half hour and i only read 6 slides?? I am gonna die this sem. Haiz, Why i become like is just because my ownself. I dont wanna put the blame on that someone. Its just my stupid mind and my stupid self doing all this. I went too deep and now i cant get out. If i fail this semester then its all because of my own fault and no one else. Fuck, sometimes i hate myself. Sometime i pity myself.
Mothers day is tomoro and here i am not beside my mom hugging her and give her a mother's day kiss. The sadness in me yearn for my mom love. Wanted to wish her at 12 sharp but she is asleep already. Haiz. FIrst thing i gonna do when i wake up tomoro is wish my mom and then my grandma. Although i am not there to wish them personally but i am sure that they know that i love them so much. I dont know since when i started to love and miss them because long ago i hated my family but now i feel sad and lonely when i dont see them or even talk to them. I LOVE U ALL....
P/S: Happy mother's day to all mom out there. No matter wat happen, ur children will always love u because u as a mom has a special bond with ur children which cant be broken!!!!
Mothers day is tomoro and here i am not beside my mom hugging her and give her a mother's day kiss. The sadness in me yearn for my mom love. Wanted to wish her at 12 sharp but she is asleep already. Haiz. FIrst thing i gonna do when i wake up tomoro is wish my mom and then my grandma. Although i am not there to wish them personally but i am sure that they know that i love them so much. I dont know since when i started to love and miss them because long ago i hated my family but now i feel sad and lonely when i dont see them or even talk to them. I LOVE U ALL....
P/S: Happy mother's day to all mom out there. No matter wat happen, ur children will always love u because u as a mom has a special bond with ur children which cant be broken!!!!
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