Why?? Why?? Why??

Why?? Why?? Why?? This words has been running through my head all the time. I cant seems to get the answer to this WHY thingy. Its been 8 days since that i've been in contact with that someone. Why?? Its because my guts feeling tells me that she does not want to chat, talk or even see me anymore. Why?? Its because there has not been a single msg from her anymore. Not in msn and not in hp. Why?? Maybe because of final exam. Maybe because what i said earlier is true. I dont know. That last answer is not with me as i still could not figure that out.

I always wonder what went wrong between us. When i tried to be myself, things went wrong. When i try to be more than myself, things went wrong too. Why?? When i am the shy type guy that i always am, i could not make her happy as i never communicate with her much. Now i try to be the open and daring type, i still could not make her happy. Why?? Maybe i not good enough for her. Maybe i am not perfect enough. I still trying to figure out this answer too.

If any of my blog fans out there reading my blog then u will see alot this kind of emo post lately. I'm sorry for all those emo stuff. Dont blame other people for what has happen to me. Scold me all u want but dont blame other people. Its because of my stupidness that this happen. BAKA MITCHY!! I know there had been many advise on this matter but i am still hoping for something to happen. I am a NOOB is this kind of things so please bear with me. I will be back to to my best as soon as possible...... =D

p/s: Study Hard everyone. Concentrate in the final exam. Dont be a NOOB like me too...hehe...