My relationship with that someone is so so clear now. At last i could get her answer again. Although some of my question is not answered but think all those question is useless. I am just too tired to keep asking anymore. If u wan A then A. I wont ask for B anymore. So u want to everything to end then end loh. I just hope everything u said is the truth unlike last time so there wont be any problem in the future. Watever ur decision is, i will respect it. Well, this is good time for it to end too. We will have our training soon so during training we wont be seeing each other. That is the time i hope that i can forget everything. I donno how long it would take for me to get over u but i think u probably get over it already cos u never get in deep like me. I donno how to express my emotion now but i heard a song which could express it better than me. I edited it a little so its would suit me.....
Rihanna- CRY
I'm not the type to get my heart broken,
I'm not the type to get upset and cry,
'Cause I never leave my heart open,
Never hurts me to say goodbye,
Relationships don't get deep to me,
Never got the whole in love thing,
And someone can say she had feelings for me,
But at the time it didn't mean a thing.
My mind is gone,
I'm spinnin' round,
And deep inside,
My tears I'll drown,
I'm losin' grip,
What's happenin'?
I stray from love,
This is how I feel.
This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim,
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life,
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a guy with a broken heart,
But no matter what you'll never see me cry.
Did it happen when we first met?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go,
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time,
And I know that it's no more,
I shoulda never let you into my life baby,
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart,
I give it to you on purpose,
Gotta figure out how you took my heart.
My mind is gone,
I'm spinnin' round,
And deep inside,
My tears I'll drown,
I'm losin' grip,
What's happenin'?
I stray from love,
This is how I feel.
This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim,
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life,
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a guy with a broken heart,
But no matter what you'll never see me cry.
How did I get here with you I'll never know,
I never meant to let it get so personal,
And After all I tried to do,
Stay away from lovin' you,
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know,
And I won't let it show,
You won't see me cry.
This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim,
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life,
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a guy with a broken heart,
But no matter what you'll never see me cry.
This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim,
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life,
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a guy with a broken heart,
But no matter what you'll never see me cry.
All my life!
I'm not the type to get my heart broken,
I'm not the type to get upset and cry,
'Cause I never leave my heart open,
Never hurts me to say goodbye,
Relationships don't get deep to me,
Never got the whole in love thing,
And someone can say she had feelings for me,
But at the time it didn't mean a thing.
My mind is gone,
I'm spinnin' round,
And deep inside,
My tears I'll drown,
I'm losin' grip,
What's happenin'?
I stray from love,
This is how I feel.
This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim,
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life,
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a guy with a broken heart,
But no matter what you'll never see me cry.
Did it happen when we first met?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go,
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time,
And I know that it's no more,
I shoulda never let you into my life baby,
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart,
I give it to you on purpose,
Gotta figure out how you took my heart.
My mind is gone,
I'm spinnin' round,
And deep inside,
My tears I'll drown,
I'm losin' grip,
What's happenin'?
I stray from love,
This is how I feel.
This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim,
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life,
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a guy with a broken heart,
But no matter what you'll never see me cry.
How did I get here with you I'll never know,
I never meant to let it get so personal,
And After all I tried to do,
Stay away from lovin' you,
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know,
And I won't let it show,
You won't see me cry.
This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim,
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life,
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a guy with a broken heart,
But no matter what you'll never see me cry.
This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim,
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life,
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a guy with a broken heart,
But no matter what you'll never see me cry.
All my life!
Well, this time i hope i can really move on already. U have your life and i have mine. Enjoy yours and i will enjoy mine. To all my frenz out there. This is between me and her only so dont go hating each other because of this. I dont know whether me and her can still be frenz or not. Even if both of us cant be frenz but i hope all of u would still be good frenz. Wanna hate, boycott, kill, beat, punch, and etc etc, all do it on me cause this thingy is i started one and i ended it 2 days ago. I had to do it because there would be no solution if it keep on goin like this.
Some of my fren donno wat happen to me but they gave some words of encouragement.Here's some example.
King = Dont because of a tree, u forget the whole forest...
Kv = There are so many fish in the sea. I'm sure u can get bigger and nicer fish.
Haha, thanks to all my supportive frenz. Now i can start my playboy image again dy. Who wanna give me play??? wakaka......jk lol....
p/s ; I would like to wish happy 23th birthday to my Brother, Matt!! I hope he live longer than me and would stay happy always...wakaka...
Some of my fren donno wat happen to me but they gave some words of encouragement.Here's some example.
King = Dont because of a tree, u forget the whole forest...
Kv = There are so many fish in the sea. I'm sure u can get bigger and nicer fish.
Haha, thanks to all my supportive frenz. Now i can start my playboy image again dy. Who wanna give me play??? wakaka......jk lol....
p/s ; I would like to wish happy 23th birthday to my Brother, Matt!! I hope he live longer than me and would stay happy always...wakaka...
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